Realisations

Trust.

"i dont want to trust anybody anymore anyway''

Apparently that includes me and it hurts.
I have really ran out of ways to console him.
And he said he had given up. on life. on friends.

So so so, i realize, time dont necessarily heal things.

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Visited The Hilton Gallery today as our field trip. It’s indeed an eye-opener.
I cant help but find myself gawking at the sky-rocketing figures, say the 6-figure profit which so-and-so earns. the sum is disgustingly huge. Mr K. was telling us about the banner (its cK's new fragrance, Men) that Marriot Tangs is hanging, the side facing orchard road, and it cost a freaking $56k. or is there one more zero?i am really getting numb from all the figures already.

i am taking a genuine interest in visual merchandising. Simply put, I am a sucker for visual merchandising. I am all so attracted to pretty accessories and apparels on mannequins, thought provoking and creative window installations and huge billboard advertisements. Mr K. managed to re-ignite the passion that I had withheld for so long! and yea, its a whole new ground that I have really yet to explore.

Adults do like to preach (aka nag!). Just so they feel they had seen so much in life and they have the burning desire to plant their ideals in us . Call me mad. I am craving for pep talks leh.

To my utter realization, more often that not, what are being preached are not what I know not. Just that I am being reminded again, and it hit me hard.

Pinch me hard, and tell me I am not dreaming.

bouts of gratitude

yesterday's the first day of shg in 2008.

and i am afraid kids themselves have to get used to not having their usual playmates around.

i just so know exactly how it feels to go to school alone, learn alone and play alone.



take heart and hope everything will be fine soon. :)

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30th dec 07

i know its so so so late but i guess a picture speaks a thousand words!



and thanks dear shijun for the lovely momentoes you have compiled. its just so sweet~

so thats 1000 words alr. =p and i dont understd why shijun is not in the pic.

I REALLY LOVE YOU, SHIJUN!

by the way i really have lots of trouble uploading pics, somebody teach me PLEASE! and my com's taking eons of years just to upload pics so only 1 photo here. so thats why. i will do something about it.

anyway stil thanks 0626 for the very magical day!