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my tuition class is getting infuriating. I realize I can get mad and fed up so easily. perhaps I should learn more about classroom mgmt. or is it that I lack. I cant seem to communicate properly to some of the kids. And I am very upset over this.
I kept telling myself this takes time but I am afraid there’s not much time left.

Mixed emotions at SHG today. The AJ mentors will be away for their A level preparations. So we will be really really short of mentors. I love the way Wayne makes everything sound so assuring. Deep down, I feel that things will not be as easy as it seems. The P6s are quite a handful to handle. And I am so afraid that I cant commit as much. the greatest challenge is the mentee who I volunteered to take. Looks like I have yet to enter her world. she is aloof, with a great deal from attitude. How brave can I get? Can an unhappy girl do good to an unhappy girl?
I think I need to pray.

And yes. Not that I didn’t show it, but I really appreciate the AJ mentors in making the SHG days so enjoyable and fun. Cool people they are, with very positive vibes. And I pray that they do well for their As too!

best friend's convo!

went down to NTU for my best friend's convocation! *surprise surprise!

was really happy ok! could feel the overwhelming elation in the air. and best fren says she was touched that i actually went down! how can i not go to my best friend's convo huh!




Anyway, it was an event of triumph and gratitude i say. the feeling of graduating is awesome. how i wish mine is here now. Quick!

bon voyage Mel!

To Mel:

One and a half years had just passed. Even though more than half of the time, you are away from class and perhaps only see you in school few times in a month, I will remember the times when we study in school for our exams. And how you are tempted to play pool all the time!
Despite your achievements in golf, you remain down-to-earth. Now that you are flying to Texas for your studies, I see that it’s an opportunity for u to fly high! Congrats on your scholarship again!
And yes, all the best for your studies, you smart girl!

stagnation

my blog had been stagnant for so long.
and yes, its busy with no clear direction.
and rushing to meet DEADy-lines.

i dread. i dread. i dread.

sat mornings sense my refusal to wake up.
used to look forward to tuition classes.
but now i am so drained.
again and again.
i seemed to have lost why i took them up in the first place.

if work is supposed to make life meaningful,
i am deemed to have lost the essence of working
and savouring the experiences that comes within.

i just found out a few things recently. and my, how ignorant i am.
that i dont know what i ought to know.
and how horrid the feeling can get.

i fail to ask, question, ponder and reminisce.

worse.

everybody is moving on. and

i realise, i have not moved on.

07 July 07

A beautiful day indeed.

Went to 2 wedding ceremonies today.

Mid morning was to Ms Ng's church wedding.
She was all smiles and really gorgeous!
I can feel the euphoria in the air~

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Am really happy for Cui who is also married on this special day.




i hereby extend my heartfelt wishes to the newly weds!