politicking madness

i didnt know things can get so bad. its just some f***ing project grouping.
and it almost drove the class insane.
i believe all of us have our own vested interests. that i dont deny.
but dont we have to give and take at the same time.
i have no personal feud with anyone.
and i am a firm believer in helping each other to do well.
not deciding who will pull one another down.

relations just changed. not overnight i guess.
i saw different facets of people today.
and it just pains me to see how pragmatic people can be.

i smiled to conceal my helplessness.
i laughed to let go of the huge block thats weighing me down.
i walked away to avoid the mounting conflict.

things are changing and i can see it coming.

school blues.

This new setting in school has got me feeling alienated.

Like I am in a foreign land. Everything seems strange. Like I know no one.

I have this impulse to head back to work.

Dealing with customers I have no prior contact with, yet seemingly comfortable.

Than people I thought I knew.

Suddenly, I dont miss school anymore.

updates

14/4/08

reported to work at Bugis Junction Sasa only to realise that they had more manpower than needed hence i was transferred to Hougang Mall Sasa to help out for the day. Ended up I need not work for the rest of the week and was told to only start work the following week, helping out at the atrium sales at Bugis Junction instead. Told me that it would be really busy there, which is a good thing actually. i hope i can learn MORE there.

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15/4/08 til present

falling sick is bad. and i am falling sick again. I almost had no voice now. and gosh, i had been sleeping in as a result. this is no good. this has got to be the last few holidays which i can afford to spend. *shudders at the thought* i cant waste time like that!

end of. emrs.

this marks the end of tep.
Mr Ronald Chong made a video clip with the photos we took on our Easter Eggstasy Event.
I am very very honoured to work with him, so as to speak. :)

shout out

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