Realisations

Trust.

"i dont want to trust anybody anymore anyway''

Apparently that includes me and it hurts.
I have really ran out of ways to console him.
And he said he had given up. on life. on friends.

So so so, i realize, time dont necessarily heal things.

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Visited The Hilton Gallery today as our field trip. It’s indeed an eye-opener.
I cant help but find myself gawking at the sky-rocketing figures, say the 6-figure profit which so-and-so earns. the sum is disgustingly huge. Mr K. was telling us about the banner (its cK's new fragrance, Men) that Marriot Tangs is hanging, the side facing orchard road, and it cost a freaking $56k. or is there one more zero?i am really getting numb from all the figures already.

i am taking a genuine interest in visual merchandising. Simply put, I am a sucker for visual merchandising. I am all so attracted to pretty accessories and apparels on mannequins, thought provoking and creative window installations and huge billboard advertisements. Mr K. managed to re-ignite the passion that I had withheld for so long! and yea, its a whole new ground that I have really yet to explore.

Adults do like to preach (aka nag!). Just so they feel they had seen so much in life and they have the burning desire to plant their ideals in us . Call me mad. I am craving for pep talks leh.

To my utter realization, more often that not, what are being preached are not what I know not. Just that I am being reminded again, and it hit me hard.

Pinch me hard, and tell me I am not dreaming.