carpe diem!

was chatting with Germaine & Yuexin during lunch.

and Germaine was telling me she felt 'empty' and somewhat desolate. correct me I'm wrong! but hey girl, seems like nothing is going awry in ur life. so my instant reaction is to tell Germaine to get a boyfriend! Lol. Come to think of it, i was always feeling that way when i was 18 or 19 years old. i always felt somewhat insecure and disillusioned. the feeling being more intense when i was out of school, working and worrying about my future. its then that i felt no where to go. the feeling of insecurity could get quite overwhelming that sometimes i simply just succumbed to it. the feeling just engulfed me that I stopped thinking properly.

i guess it's a phase. and i believe everyone goes through it. its only a matter of time that one goes around and come to terms with whatever that we have in our lives, living within our means.

ever since dont know when, i have stopped thinking negative thoughts. my life might be in a wreck. if no one is going to help me, i cannot keep chasing my own tail. making life difficult is the last thing on my mind. so let's just seize the day and stop troubling ourselves. i think lives will get better this way.