random & random

Candy was telling me that she used to have a dream: to fill up the calendar with all her friends’ birthdays so much so that that all the days will be filled up. so cute :)

I used to have innocent dreams like wanna finish reading all the books in the library and I want to have friends all over the world. how naïve can I get.

I stopped short of all these naïve ideas and decided to get a hold of my life, for practical reasons of course. I started making an insanely long list of things that I wanna do this year (brought forward from last year :( ). I think I know what I like. SO, as in any projects or plans, I brainstorm, lump my highly disoriented thoughts on many pieces of paper and only realize what I’m flipping them every other day but gasp, NOTHING done still. Waste of paper.

Procrastination is my middle name for the longest time ever.
I gonna throw you away. Please don’t come begging at me to take you in.
I will hear none of it.

Forget about birthdays and such. We are growing up everyday. In my case, its growing old everyday. Imagine we need birthdays which come once in a year to remind us that we are 1 year older? feb 29^th babies are the most underprivileged.
why don’t we do this: “How old are you?” “oh, I am 19 years old 3 months & 4 days….”

Oh no, once in a while, I still let my mind run wild and this is it.