cherish

i am finally up and about! how i cherish this seemingly useless life of mine!

had been at home at for the entire week last week. and i stil couldnt quite believe i got it. but luckily its all over now. i never knew my body immune system can be so weak. was practically dumbfounded when the doc told me ' so you know you have the hand-foot-mouth disease...' after checking those queer spots on my fingers, my swollen soles and those miserable ulcers i have got there.

and its such a hassle. i cant really touch many things. lest they catch the germs from me. i was told to stay away from everybody. its torture to say the least.

and all i did was to sleep and sleep and sleep and SLEEP. i had enough of it man. arghz!

i am a creature of habit. but just so to recover fully, i have to stay away from people and doing things i usually do. so all i did was to sleep and sleep and sleep and SLEEP. i felt disoriented for a while. very miserable. i had had enough of it. arghz!

thanks for all who send their well-wishes, really. and many those who perhaps didnt know i got it. that had saved me from much embarrassment. what a shame.

and then, best friend! congrats on ur full marks for ur sign language test! think its due to my luck is it? but yea reward for you soon my dear!

thanks dear best friend who told me this is part of life, and i felt blessed. best friend told me to then do things that i had always wanted to do, but no time for. (but cant do anything concrete)
so i lay down everyday thinking how i can get better with this life. only to discover that i m glad to have this life of mine, even though it can get so trying sometimes.

and yes, to those out there whom i havent been seeing for very very long, i really miss all of you.