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30th Apr ~

it's a wonder how thoughts can change so drastically in a day. like i almost always try not to harbour great expectations but inevitably did. reckon i am stil learning to be more honest with myself.

first lesson:biz law. lecture seems interesting but it is really quite a mouthful, i reckon. its especially difficult to concentrate when the mind is drifting. anyway, the lecturer says one should read The Constitution of Singapore at least some point in their life. that point in my life is coming soon, i hope!

second lesson:business finance. the lesson is such a drab. and i cant believe one hour can be that long. the lack of notes didnt make it any better. i practically stare into space and the tutor. and i really think the tutor on some occasions look in my direction, as if to say why aint i jotting anything. arghz.

was complaining to my best friend that i only had a 'pau' during my lunch break. that one of the food court had closed down, resulting in the atrociously-long queues in the other eateries. cher, jean, emily, alfred & me practically trekked all the canteens and were utterly disgusted. and my best friend has to remind me that people are starving in Africa. ok, so i shant complain.

i stil need some getting used to.

eternal summer
Like how he pierced his left ear and teared.
Like the sweet little things that he had done for him.
A shoulder bag is all he needs for his escapades.
Coming out is embracing bravery.
Forbidden Love no longer.

I could interpret nor relate no more.