< whirl-ing>

i actually squandered 5 days of my hols by watching vcds, sleeping and reading anyhow-ly. the feeling isnt really good. felt kinda 'duo luo' in fact. wth.

thought a lot these few days. or rather, i wasnt sure if i am thinking a lot. thinking nonsensical stuff, i think.

coming up with new resolutions. but not too determined to accomplish them. what is this.

and
my mind is in a whirl now. and i cant think. i dont know why.