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i used to think if you have done all you can in achieving something, whatever the outcome, it probably doesnt matter.

but when you thought you have given it your all, the worst thing to happen happened. Your mind got everything screwed and there it goes. Efforts straight down the drain. In a moment of folly or perhaps mismanagement, it seems, it is beyond salvage. and you knew, you could have better the situation.

if what I thought I am good at, I actually wasn’t. what makes of those that I have absolutely no interest in?

felt guilty. cos after the stats exam, Yirui ask me how do I answer a particular qn. I retorted: please don’t ask me anything bt stats! Sorry bro!

f***.

boss managed to tell me 2 seemingly hilarious jokes thg the first one is not funny and the second too funny and I heard it before.

whatever. when can I stop cursing?