really had no idea how to keep this blog error-free...just don like the way it shows the weird char and all. how? am an absolute idiot in this...
anw, had a great day ytd, hanging out with the girls. they are so cute! esp Jan and Lt!!! ahhah...really couldnt believe i could blend in with them! ahhahah! not too fond of fireworks myself but think Lp wanna catch it ...in the end, we missed it...Ger and the rest gg today...am not gg cos knew i wld be shagged by cdac...actually it isnt the primary reason but ya, better stay home and study, i reckon...
Vic comin back today...gosh, haven seen him for a month...yea! hope he miss us! ahhahha...

cant help feeling worthless sometimes. am starting to question my worth in cdac...kinda no significant contribution, i feel. Wayne did mention sth bt not doing enough and all. and i think i fall into the category. am i too preoccupied with my own stuff ? i know i am missing sth, yet i couldnt find it...

trying to come to terms with not being a homely person...i reckon i aint...feel terribly bad...but i gotta be honest w myself. i knew i gotta move out someday & have a life of my own...but i really mean my own life...

identity crisis again...